Jekura: Deep The Eternal Forest (1995)

Diô N'arâp
(The Unability Within Time)

Finished with the dark side
If no longer helps me with my mind,
Still Saturn's rites connect us.
Black-dressed I am falling back from time to time...
All day long I think of things
But nothing seems to satisfy,
I cannot bear the dead stand-still,
The blind search, unable to find my own life...
Can you help me?
Who will set me free?

I need someone to show me
The things in life that I can't find,
I can't see the things that make true happiness.
I must be blind.

Make a joke and I will sigh...
Well, you might laugh but I will cry,
Happiness I cannot feel
And love to me is so unreal.

And so as you hear these words
Telling you now all of my state,
I tell you to enjoy life,
I wish I could,
Soon it might be too late!!!

Tabôr C'alan O'itanâ
(My Womb Is Barren, But I Can Conceive)

I am the world that hides
The universal secret of all times,
The bearing of the empty spaces
Is the worst of all my crimes.
I lived a thousand times,
I found out what it means to be believed,
The thoughts and images,
The unborn child that never was conceived.
When little worlds collide,
I'm trapped inside my embryonic cell,
And flashing memories are cast
Out of the unsuppressable hell.
I'm strangely crucified in an inbetween dimension
That seems incomplete,
The rulers dwelling here have no real power,
They are stealing their strength from me.

You've got to believe me, I'm talking to you...

Well, I know, it's hard for you
To know the reason why,
And I know you'll understand more
When it's time to die.
Don't believe the life you have will be the only one,
You have to let you body sleep
To let your soul live on!

I want you to listen, I'm trying to get through...

Need has given life to you
And now it's your concern,
Unseen eyes of inner life
Will make your soul return.
Still I look but not to touch
The seeds of life are sown,
The curtain of the future falls,
The secret stays unknown.

Just remember, life is change
And rest is living Death,
Treat your life for what it's worth
And live for every breath.
Looking back, not lived but learned
And now I'm wondering,
Here I wait and only guess
What this next life will bring...